you waste away days and you spend all your nights
with a tv, a pipe, and a whore
you stare at me with an empty gaze
and you don't even think that I know
This is more than just a problem
This has become your whole way of life
We are not children anymore
No need for lies or metaphors
What happened to the days when we were fine
I swear to God I've just been staring at these walls all night
Empty pockets, empty life
The way your living isnt right
So I drink to mask the pain
That bottle is what keeps me sane
I drink to mask the pain
And find other reasons to complain
But I'd give away anything
To see you as a person again
Your rotting away and you don't even care
you are skin and bones that is all
The worst of it is that I can't do a thing
So I sit and pretend its not real
This is more than just a problem
This has become your whole way of life
I can not save you
But I won't sit and watch you die
You have a fucking family
It's selfish the way you live your life
Chorus repeats
Did you imagine this as your future
you failed me and you failed yourself
I wish you never met them
I wish you never put me through hell
credits
released June 7, 2011
Engineered/Mixed by Josh Wickman at Dreadcore Productions
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